Musings

I've always wondered how different my life would be if I were different. Be it in personality, mistakes I have or haven't made, career goals, etc. Sometimes even in simple physical appearance differences.

I always had the feeling that even the slightest change in me would reflect pretty major changes in my life course, including my relationships with my family, friends, and those I meet along the story of my life.

You know how when you try to make your two index fingers meet with your arms set in opposing horizontal positions... and you always miss if you're not looking? That's how I feel 99.9999% of the time in my life. Sometimes, I appreciate the spontaneity of life, and other times I wish I just knew what would be in the horizon if I just opened my eyes and actively planned a course of action for my future.

Just wondering....